I havent told you all. Umm. Im just getting some happiness out and here inside. A little happiness that I never enough to tell. This ain't lust. This is something called pure love.
Haha. You may chuckle to me but hell yeah this is what I felt about.
I learn a lot of things since I met him. I mean, since I knew him.
There were a boy when I was in school. He was in one grade while I was in third. I have no idea who was he or what the hell was his name. What I could see is I attracted by him. I wondering how if we could be together. And yeah, he's the one who catching eye after my unforgotten ex.....
Unfortunately, some of my friends get me bad responed when I asked them about him. HE IS ALREADY HAD A GIRLFRIEND. D'oh.... And the shocked one that his girlfriend was in the same grade as me. How lucky she is. :''
Time goes on. I journey my life. Me gettin college and everything's good.
Until Ive got broke up with my latest boy friend. - We lately felt that we are no longer in love anymore. He focused in his career and me as his work's partner. Then we got a deal to continue to live on our own. Right after that I just met someone accidentally, I've wrote down on my previous post anyway. So you just could read them ;)
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaah nanananana. It's now like dream comes true! I still cant believe that he could be mine. He could accompany me wherever I go, whatever I need, and be a part of my life.
And I found my real happiness. The things I find all whole my life I found on him. I could spent my time, all my time only with him. Just sit up all time and talk about anything we want to. I could go anywhere only with him, only two. I found me on him. I found my bitchy on him. I found my bad things on him. I found everything about me that couldnt be found in anyone, but him.
I know this is so ridiculous, but this is amazing. Fantastic. Boombastic. Ngahahaha. I never a fuck feel like this before. He is a part of my life that had been gone for a loong time, and now I could found him. I just still cant believe (again) to say that he is that 'The One' I've been looking for. I kne everything about him. I knew how asshole he is. And I loved those piece of ass as much I love my self.
Have you ever feel like you are really close to something that would make your heart beats faster. Not an hell faster as usual, this heartbeat was so damn anxiously, and I could feel that he also did it. and BINGO! He told me he also felt it. See..... I just even cant stop think this is just a lucky case. It's like have been done somewhen out there, and we had been together before. How could I say it? In case, we found a lot of deja vu as we has been together now. What a funny.
He didn't do much to draw an attention, and I didn't do as bitchy to get him. God just set us to be together in the middle of our way to get a life. He had done much, and so do I.
I love him so much.